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Christmas shopping

2011-12-20T22:30:00.000+10:00

Hello!

I finally got to do some Christmas shopping. Finally a day off from work and spending my pay for all my loved ones this Christmas. Feels so good spending my own money this year to buy presents instead of my mothers. I'm not even finished purchasing presents yet! I'll be back out tomorrow to do some more shopping.

I won't upload any photos tonight of what I purchased because they might tumble over onto my blog and see.

dramaratic

2011-12-16T22:43:00.000+10:00

Never thought I'd really be facing drama at my work place. I guess I didn't expect enough. No idea if it's really a normal thing to have drama at work, well. I guess my work place is an example. Bitching happens anywhere, and I guess it commenced at my work place. I truly know where the bitching is coming from and I do not blame my co-workers what so ever. I just feel bad for my co-workers because someone had to dob them in when it wasn't even their business to do so.

Sigh, my friend's at work looked extremely unhappy today. I could feel the intensity through each and every single eye of theirs when the 'girl' is around. I'm afraid that my friends would leave soon, since they reckon the management is very slack. Work would be damn boring without them I swear..

Drama commenced all because of this one person.

It lays me in the mood of the ' can't be bothered ' mode. I hate being surrounded about hatred and intensity. I guess I'll have to see what happens from here, I hope it goes by quickly and all my co-worker friends aren't in too big of a trouble. Hoping that all the intensity dies down and my work place to be peaceful again.

I have work at 10am tomorrow, so not keen for this! I'm longing for long sleep ins and drama days. Guess all of that will have to be on hold for now, making papers it is!

xo

long time no see.

2011-12-15T20:50:00.000+10:00

wow, it has been way too long! I guess I got way to busy and i'll be honest, I forgot about this blog. I guess my dedication has become more slacker and slacker, maybe because I'm getting older? or is that just another excuse? lols. I guess every single day that goes by in my life, I become more mature.. and I guess i'm walking another step to the real world, reality. It's been so extreme for me. Since I now work on my holidays and barely have any days off.

It's just like going to school during your holidays, except you get paid for being there. heh, I wish real school was just like that. If I got paid to educate.. not only myself but every other teenager would be so eager to go to school! so, holidays have been pretty whack. I haven't done anything that's considered as fun, besides spending time with Mike.

Mike's my first boyfriend who I have attended his pre-formal, my first boyfriend that I get to see all suited up and looking damn handsome! couldn't help myself but take gazillion snapshots of Mike. Really couldn't resist, he looked so handsome that afternoon!

It's been nearly about ten months now, since I commenced the dating stage with Mike. I guess a year can go by so rapidly. I remember it just being Valentine's not long ago, and seeing Mike every day after school to put up with him bullying me. Mike's graduated now, I'm so proud of my boyfriend!

Even though him and I have gone through so much during these ten months we've been together, no matter how hard the situation was.. and no matter how much we've both given up on our problems, we're still together to this very day. Relationship's are hard work. But let me introduce you to the most amazing guy of my life. It's Mike.

Ten months after Christmas! but I'll be working.. boohoo :(

Life has been life, sometimes extremely unfair and sometimes so damn rewarding. Work again tomorrow, so not looking forward to doing cashier. one of my co-workers irritate me to the point where I just hate doing cashier now. I just don't understand why old workers always have to push new workers down. They love to act like they own the place, which irritates me so badly. sigh, oh well. nothing's perfect .

I hope I'll be updating more frequently. But no promises!

xo

New laptop.

2011-09-17T22:25:00.000+10:00

So, Today I got a new laptop. Yeah!

The best start of my holidays ever! hahaha. I love it, It's white, pretty and easy to use. I've always wanted a white laptop, and now I have finally gotten one! I don't know why, I want white everything. White phones, white laptops, white bags etc. it just looks so clean and classy. I love it.

Here's a photo of my laptop :

I'm a happy child. like really, I am :)

bored

2011-09-10T01:09:00.000+10:00

Hello self,

I've been too busy with life, to even write it down.

these past few months have been pretty tough, but this guy never fails to make me smile.

iphone 4 white ♥

2011-08-29T20:47:00.000+10:00

Everybody.. Meet my new baby.

my xperia has been playing up on me, not charging properly and I had no phone to go to school with and contact motherbear after school. so here it is, my new phone, my baby!

New haircut.

2011-08-17T20:19:00.000+10:00

I finally got a new haircut, Michael suggested that I should do my fringe again, ( bangs ) and so I did. my hair feels a little shorter now, because the hairdresser decided to "trim" off my ends because it was dead. Glad she didn't trim anymore. it feels shorter and I hate it :(

This was my hair before I got it cut.

what do you's think ? :)

5M

2011-07-26T22:29:00.000+10:00

Happy 5 Months to my Lover boy,
Michael Rimando.

xo

one of a kind.

2011-07-14T18:58:00.000+10:00

My weekend was spent at the Nou's household. Even though we don't do much what so ever but we manage to have heaps of fun and have the most things to talk and gossip about. We always just sit at the table, with nice warm green tea and chat our night away. The greatest part about it is that, I could talk to them about anything I want, be whatever I want and do whatever I want and I know they won't judge me.

We never really do much, but here are our 2011 photo's together!

We also made a random video.. lol

for the shits and giggles :)

xo

Youtube lovers.

2011-07-09T00:42:00.002+10:00

Another update yet again,
I love it when I get sung to by people and them making me singing dedications!

Here are my two favourite girls who gave me a singing dedication for my birthday. they're gorgeous! talented and beautiful. I believe who ever is reading this should really check out their pages and subscribe!

Worth it I swear!

Soraya Nou.
https://www.youtube.com/user/R4Y4H4h4

Krystal Rosero.
https://www.youtube.com/user/krystalrosero

good night!

those smiling moments.

2011-07-09T00:15:00.000+10:00

I pretty much had an amazing Friday today! even though I was rudely woken up by my sister. I took mum to the hospital today, for her check up. hospitals take FOREVER. I hate going there and sitting there and waiting. worst.thing.ever. To make things worst, the signal in the departments are extremely low!! which means I can't access twitter, youtube, facebook etc. then.. bordem begins. I literally sat there flicking through the pile of magazines. extremely boring, urgh.

anyways, after taking mother to the hospital, I then headed over to my boyfriend's place. And this is literally the highlight of my day. so, I greeted his older sister and his cousin, they're gorgeous! poor Myelene, she's got the flu ! *sadface*

I don't have any photo's of today, because Michael has them all. so I'm just going to upload random sticky photo's of Michael and I. [=

Michael and I started playing Mario. It was so annoying because he stole my pink yoshi! we then played Wii sports! and I ruled in Tennis! LOL. I was the bomb, I swear. I think he was just letting me win though )= how sweet of him! we then watched a Horror movie, Case 39 or something ( I forgot what it was called ) and one of the American Pie movies. I swear that movie is full of naked chicks, boobs and sex. =='

After the movie, we played Just dance. I was getting distracted by the pimped up dog on the screen! LOL. Michael kept laughing and saying that the dog was so " gee " hahahaha. I also helped him wash dishes and hang the Laundry. He wanted to engrave our initials on a tree, and there we go. we went searching for the perfect tree behind his back yard to engrave our initials on. he took a photo of it, so i'll blog the photo when I actually get hold of it!

Baking a cake with Michael was fun and messy. Because he would just leave the utensils laying around the place and just not clean it! LOL and so, being the awesome girlfriend I was, I cleaned it up for him and washed the dishes *flexes arms* the fudge cake turned out excellent! it had this extraordinary taste to it. while waiting for the cake, Michael and I decided to battle each other with Chess and Checkers. He's such a smarty! plays so well in chess, I didn't even know how to play to be honest. hahas! but I won in checkers! *dances* his dad then drove me to the train station and I trained home.

walking around woodridge at night isn't too bad. lol

I had such a wonderful day today with Michael. my Friday was well spent for sure! [=

SUPAFAME MEETING TOMORROW!
xoxo

Love on my sleeves.

2011-07-08T00:50:00.000+10:00

I'm going to blog about my previous days. I've been out and about 3 days in a row, starting from Monday. Sigh. Holidays are so boring, yet again, I really don't want school to commence. I just hate the fact how 2 weeks of holidays go by so fast like it's only 2 days! I haven't really done anything productive really, but knowing me.. I never really do anything productive anyway. LOL! So.. I guess my plans for hitting the beach failed, I've been hitting up Brisbane City more than ever. I won't lie, I'm damn sick of it! I wish Brisbane had something more amusing, new things that will keep me entertained. I guess Brisbane's alright if you're only on a holiday or vocation. But if you actually live here.. it's just, you just really want to die. hahaha

and since Raya and I haven't done sticky photo's in ages together.. we decided to take sticky photo's! the main reason why Raya wanted to take sticky photo's was because she wanted to float. LOL

Also went to GOMA and the Art Gallery. It was a disappointment.

xo

Despite the badness.

2011-07-07T02:57:00.000+10:00

Good Morning,

It's currently 235am and i'm still up doing literally nothing. Actually, I lied. After waiting for Michael to fall asleep on me, listening to how exhausted he really was from today. He likes me to read him a story and sometimes he'll just fall asleep by the music I'm playing on my media playlist. I still haven't updated what I was actually doing on my actual birthday. Well, I'm getting pretty sleepy.. and I must say, I like my new blog layout [= ! it's simple and girly. for once! no depressing colours!

hmm..., today I had a pretty good day. despite all the little bits and pieces of random moments of why my day was actually ruined. I won't mention what happened here, because it's really pointless. Anyways, today soraya and I caught a train to the city. I was there collecting money for the TIC TIC II TOUR VIP tickets that i'm currently selling. Before leaving to Hibiscus, I bought Krispy Kreme Donuts for Michael and Peach Ice Tea because I was definite that he'd be hungry after all that running up and down the basketball courts. Be basically spent the whole day at Hibiscus. Well, I spent my whole day sitting down on the side line watching the basketball game and cheering Michael on every single time he had his hands on the basketball!

Aww, that boy really does make me proud! he got so many shots in *brags some more* LOL.

A photo of Michael and I at my birthday celebration.

Alright, that shall do for now. I'm off to bedskiz! it's nearly 3am!

xo

sometimes.

2011-07-05T23:30:00.000+10:00

Sometimes, you just want to stop trying to catch up with your own effort. You just want to just drop the effort on the floor and walk away. When ever you know you've given more than half of yourself to do something , to put effort into something.. knowing your effort went to waste really does suck. I hate feeling like my effort was made for nothing and I hate the fact of knowing that I'm always having to wait. And sometimes, just sometimes.. your effort gets taken advantage of. When ever you're at your lowest spot, your weakest moment.. that's definitely when everybody will see your weakest side and will start taking advantage of you.

But then again, after every moment of thinking twice of what to do, you end up not doing what you were planning to do anyway. you end up going against your own plan, going against your own mind. I hate feeling fragile. I always feel like I want to do what they're doing to me back at them. To make them realize how much it hurts and what it really feels like.. they won't know what the feelings like unless they go through it themselves right? well yeah , I tried attempting to do that. Guess it was a really bad idea, because I couldn't do it.

Argh, what a stressful night.

SWEET 16.

2011-07-03T00:51:00.001+10:00

It's been a long while yet again, My darlings.

I celebrated my birthday ( which was on Monday ) yesterday. A lot of people attended my birthday which means it was a huge group. possibly an asian invasion. LOL. so anyways, yesterday consist of meeting at Brisbane's popular parkland Southbank and having to bus it to the city because the weather was being a loser and being bipolar. So, my plans for singing dedications were ruined. most of the people were hungry anyways, and my boyfriend was begging to leave the piazza to find something to nibble on.

we arrived to the city, and as we planned.. we searched food stores and purchased what we were craving for. Unfortunately, I couldn't enjoy my meal due to no tables available for us to sit and eat properly. Most of the time we were standing and waiting for someone to finish, but that planned failed and us girls decided to walk around the food court area to search for tables and seats. We managed to squish on this little sofa sort of chair for approximately 10 or so minutes, then Monica found us an actual table.

Everybody ended up meeting there and we left from there together to Snooker.

It was awesome I tell you ! since my group was extremely huge, the guy who worked at the Snooker place allowed us to have the Top floor to ourselves. Basically, The top floor snooker room was ours! It was just my people and I. we chilled at Cue city for a fair while, Just walking around and taking snapshots of each other. I must say, the pool session was excellent.

This is me and my girls.

my boyfriend , his boys.

Miss Ashley Pera !

my two favourites, Courtney & vanny!

My favourite filo, Janet.

all the girls!

... and this was all of us!

I also managed to take new photos of my best friend and I ! yay for our 2011 photos together! she's gorgeous, don't you guys think so?

This is one of my favourite photo of Chantel & I.

and this is my best friend of 8 years and going LOL. she's adorable!

We then went back to Southbank and chilled on the grass and this was where all the singing etc happened. I'll be uploading the video when I'm uncapped. Thank-you so much to Nessarh for surprising me with a cake and sparkles! It was so adorable of her and I love her and everybody who participated in the cake buying for that! I didn't have any photo's of it, because I was too excited and forgot to capture the moment. LOL

My favourites! boyfriend , best friend and sister!

I'll end tonights post with photo's of Michael and I

He looked so adorable last night, seriously. haha! was all dressed up and everything!

photo was taken with Vanny's polaroid!

that's all for tonight, This post took me around about 1 hour and 10 minutes to post. because the uploading the pictures part was the biggest pain up the bum.

Have a good sunday!

supafame meeting

2011-06-18T21:13:00.000+10:00

( and yes, I did rip my own leggings. I'm so into ripped/shredded leggings right now! ♥ )

So.. Lately, something extremely exciting has happened. I applied to be a promoter at the first SUPAFAME tour in Brisbane! they're huge! This is the first ever year they're doing it in Brisbane! so it's extremely exciting! well, things aren't really decided yet, and they'll let us know in about 1 to 2 weeks from now.

I'll let you guys know I details when I actually know what's happening :)

I'm feeling really tired, so I'm going to end this post here. such a sort post, but yeah. LOL

quote.

2011-06-18T00:53:00.000+10:00

You’re being attached to someone who’s being distant towards you.
You’re paying attention to someone who ignores you.
You’re making time for someone who’s too busy for you.
You’re too caring to someone who seems careless towards you.
You keep waiting on someone who keeps stalling on you.

sleepless nights.

2011-06-16T23:03:00.000+10:00

Have you ever had one of those moments where everything seems perfectly fine? and within the 50 minute mark, something extremely unfortunate happens? It's amazing how unfortunate things could happen so randomly, so quickly and so unexpectedly. I hate having those random silent treatment days , where you just sit next to the person only a couple of centermeters apart. However, you seem to feel this intense tension. Where it seems like, World War III was possible. Within those moments, hundreds and thousands of thoughts rush rapidly through your brain.

The uneasy feeling you get not knowing what to say or what to do next. I hate the feeling of feeling emptiness even though you're not really alone. I hate not being able to sleep because of the thought of the painful tension there was before. It's so hard for me, I can't even think straight.

I guess it's not my week huh , I guess everybody have their " great " weeks and their " not so great " weeks. I just wish it would be over already. I can't stand the feeling of knowing something's wrong and how wrong the situation feels. Just needed to get this out of my chest.

xo.

Sims 3 Generations.

2011-06-14T15:04:00.000+10:00

I GOT IT !!!

YES! Finally!! I have a chance to own this expansion pack! as most of you's know, I'm a Sims freak. I've been a Sim's freak for years and years now. all thanks to my cousin, who got me into being so addicted to Sims! Well, today.. Mother bear took me shopping. Besides everything else, Shopping for " clothes " I shopped for games instead! hahahahaha ! you guys have no idea how happy I am right now!

Well, the Sim's Generation's is in process of installing on my laptop right this very moment, as I blog. I can't wait until it's finished installing so I could play and explore the new expansion pack and what It has to offer!

So, have I told you's how I got into this amazing PC game yet?

It all started when I was 13. probably 12 turning 13 or something along those years. I was over my cousin's house Julie and she was on her laptop playing this so called " Sims 2 " game. I watched her play for hours and hours. Wondering why it's such an addictive game and why my cousin stays up so late just to play this game.

so.. being as curious as I was. the week after that I decided to ask my mother bear if I could buy the game. I wasn't as excited, to be honest. I just wanted to try it out. TURNS OUT TO BE. I was just like my cousin! I played basically all day and all night like I had no life. LOL

Ever since then, I've been in love with this PC game :) and it's probably the only game I spend so much time on and put so much effort in. yep, that's the story! hahaha

These are the only expansion packs I have for sims 3. I'm aiming to collect them aaalllllll !!! *evil laughs*

My webcam takes really bad quality photos. It use to take decent photo's before... I don't know what happened :( anyways! it's finished installing! off I go!!!!

p.s : I think Michael's going to be so happy, He won't have me annoying him for a while.. LMAO!

xo

pointless facebook pages.

2011-06-13T19:28:00.000+10:00

So damn pathetic.
I don't get it. Why do people have to be so heartless and make up pointless and stupid school gossip pages? Like, how's that even funny? I don't understand how people could go this far, and post random and personal things about people on the facebook gossip page. I guess it all started from the " Forest Lake Goss " page. then some body made a facebook paged called " Garbo root rater "

Firstly, what Kind of fucking name is that? It just makes the people from my school and stuff sound so.. I don't know the word to describe it. but it's so pathetic. I'm pretty sure that by creating all thee stupid facebook gossip pages are only going to tear friendship , relationships apart. some of the stuff they post are not even true.

so ; the way these gossip pages work is that , people inbox them the " secret " and the person who's anonymous would publish whatever that person has inboxed them. The person who has created the page claims they're not wanting to cause trouble, or hurt anybody's feelings.. then WHY the hell did you make the facebook page then?

Obviously it's going to affect people's feelings and break friendships/relationships. These type of things are so predictable. once it's made, war will begin.

I just don't see why anybody would even think about doing something like this? it's a waste of time. and you get sworn at anyways when the people that get posted see what has been posted, you'd get raged at anyways. And yeah, I guess it doesn't really bother the person who's publishing much now.

But you wait and see , soonly everybody's gonna know who you are and the bullcrap you've posted and what not. Nothing stays a secret.

and as soon as everybody knows who's been posting up all that stuff, I'm definitely sure that you'd be hated for a long while. you got yourself into it, lol. it's nobody's fault but yours.

that's my rant for tonight, have a good night everybody x

Barrio Filo Fest.

2011-06-12T23:51:00.000+10:00

Rimando Kinda had an idea that I was going to surprise him today, He said he had a slight vibe that I was going to be at the Barrio Festival ( Filo Fest ) well ; It was surely my first time there. and training was such a long ride. I was occupied conversating with my cousin though! bumped into him on the way to Barrio.

Nothing interesting really happened today. It was just one of those pretty chilled days where you stand in the center of the field, with food stores surrounding you. Damn it, I forgot to take my camera today, so I don't have as much photo's from today as I should have.

A photo with Krystal my sister , Boyfriend's sister Myra , Boyfriend's cousin Mylene and my boyfriend. LOL

Honestly, Rimando never opens his eyes when we take photos I swear. I think closing his eyes and smiling like that is just his signature pose.. LOL

My girls that I was with today. Krystal , Kyna & Christie ♥

Left Barrio at 3ish , caught the train to Southbank and watched a movie!

It was such a nice night , being able to just walk around the Southbank parklands looking at the night scenery of the Brisbane City. Rimando and I laid next to each other beside the river.. and we took photos! hahahas

In every photo, not even exaggerating .. Rimando's eyes are close! hahaha. I asked him why he always closes his eyes when we take photos, he said that he doesn't wanna pose so he does that. LOL

We watched Bridesmaid tonight. Hilarious movie! I recommend you's to watch the movie. haha, I cracked up so much. I love chick flicks ♥

goodnight ! x

new layout 2011

2011-06-12T00:56:00.000+10:00

Wow, it has been ages hasn't it! now that i'm exam free and assignment free, I decided to do up my blog so that it isn't plain white and boring. I kept myself occupied tonight, adjusting this layout and just playing around with it. I love my cursor! haha, it's so adorable!

So anyways.. I just finished the layout just a minute ago and decided that I'm going to blog because I haven't blogged for such a long while. I'm extremely excited to purchase Sims 3 Generations! I honestly can't wait to own it! *goes crazy* Vanessa just had to make me more excited.. by telling me all the goodness of the expansion pack!

so anyways ;

Tomorrow's plan is to surprise Rimando at the Filo Festival tomorrow :) He doesn't know I'm going and so I'm going to surprise him! he has been trying to find ways for me to go, but in the end he couldn't really find a way. therefore, I had to find a way there myself and I FOUND IT ! ♥

So.. I'm not sure how the " surprise " is going to turn out like, I'm hoping he'll jump like a frog and scream like a girl. hahaha! well, It's now 12:55am and I'm still up blogging this when I'm meant to be sleeping already..

Early morning for me!

♥

The things you do for me.

2011-06-07T23:12:00.000+10:00

well well well, it's been awhile hasn't it? I bet nobody reads this blog anymore, but I'm going to blog still anyways because I'm not going to neglect my blog. So anyways, this week's my exam week.. and I'm sick during the exam week. great, isn't it? It makes studying a harder job. sigh*

So.. the only most memorable thing I'd like to talk about today is what my boyfriend did for me last week. As you may know, all couples have their ups and downs , smiles and frowns. And I guess, It was a pretty downfall of my relationship during that time. It was the most painful week, because him and I kept arguing and our moods kept clashing. The very most impressive thing that has ever happened to me was that..

Michael was really apologetic. And honestly, I didn't want to see him at all. I was actually wanting to avoid him as much as I could or perhaps run away from him even. I was at the point where I just didn't want to communicate with anybody, despite the extremely dreadful week I was already having.

He planned something for me, without me even knowing. a surprise even! He got a few of our friends to hold up a A4 piece of paper that spelt out " sorry " on each of the pieces of paper. I was extremely shocked about what was happening at that moment in time. My eyes searched for him, from left to right..

Then he suddenly pops out of no where with another A4 piece of paper with a drawing of a love heart that filled the entire piece of paper, and the most beautiful rose I've seen this year in his other hand and Pudding Milk tea hanging on his wrist in a plastic bag.

All this happened after school at the shopping mall. which was even more amazing! ♥

The things he does for me, is damn unexplainable.

I spent Saturday night with him ! more photos of the bum and I :)

I don't know hey, He always likes posing with his eyes close.. LOL

Aw, he's definitely my happiness ♥

finally.

2011-05-10T20:04:00.000+10:00

People have been asking when I was going to blog, it's alright guys. I'm still alive =] ! -

hey! oh my.. has it been ages or what? well, life for me hasn't really changed. Everything still seems oh so ordinary but what makes my days better are the people who I spend it with! I haven't been motivated to blog lately, and I have no idea why really..well, I guess I have my reasons. But, it's not necessary to share it here. hmm.. what's been up with me? My summer holidays weren't long enough! and my sleeping pattern is yet to be fixed. I can't seem to fall asleep early anymore. I remember being able to fall asleep around 9pm , and now it's such a struggle to even close my eyes and stay still in bed. It sucks, really.

It's been 2 months with my boyfriend Michael ! and we celebrated it together during the holidays. We watched Fast and the Furious 5 also known as Fast 5! It was amazingly breath taking! I guess those are just my type of movies, haha! I loved the shirtless guys in the movie *drools*.

My boyfriend and I also went to take our first sticky photo's together! it's amazing how his the only boyfriend that I've dated that suggested that we should take stickies together. I love that about him! he always knows what I want even if I didn't mention it to him.

The second photo's his most favourite out of all the photo's we took! hahaha. I hate sticky photo booths sometimes, when they exaggerate your eye size. like wow, calm down machine!

April 30th , was spent with my favourite people! It was my girly Krystal's 16th! her birthday was celebrated professionally at a restaurant which was fairly dear. However, We all had fun just sitting around and talking. It was such an enjoyable night! I loved seeing the birthday girl smile and laugh, she's oh so beautiful!

Before heading over to the restaurant to meet up with everybody else, We all went to David Jones and played with their Apple Mac laptops! absolutely awesome stuff! -

And yeah.. of course, My boyfriend and I tried out the webcam.. hahaha!

Us in front of Allan's Music .. being Asian's as shown in the photo with the peace sign poses, hahaha!

Some of the Adobo Tribe members ♥

The birthday Girl and her boyfriend ! ( Krystal&Marlon)

That's basically all the exciting events that I can actually think of from the top of my head. sorry! my minds been pretty oh so very dull. I'm quiet active on tumblr nowadays, because I have the tumblr app on my phone! so I could reblog and stuff when i'm out and about.. usually on the bus, haha!

I changed the layout, because I wanted something simple. and people probably don't read this blog anymore, so I'll just keep it simple. However, I will try my hardest to keep this blog updated! Even If no body reads it or what no, I'll try my hardest to blog!

Lilian's birthday

2011-04-16T21:26:00.000+10:00

Happy birthday
Lilian Pham darling! ♥

went out again today for my dear Lilian's birthday. It was a LSKL hang out during the morning. I can't believe how convenient my phone really is. Since we've never been to Lilian's house before, we couldn't really find out where her house was. I used my phone's latitude application I had on my phone. worked perfectly! We found Lilian's house in no time ! :)

Her sister Jenny dropped us 4 girls off at Market Square and we had breakfast / lunch at Coffee Square . I shared my dish with Sammi :) special fried rice! It was so yummy.. maybe because I was extremely hungry. LOL but anywho..

The dish i shared with Sammi , and her fruit punch LOL

Lilian & Kyna's dish.

We had so little time to eat , because our movie started at 12 and we had 30 minutes to eat. LOL it was extremely funny watching the girls pig out. HAHAAHA!

We watched Sucker Punch , to be honest.. I had no idea what the movie was really about. it was extremely twisted and oh so very confusing for my brain. Like, when you think you've got the storyline of the movie.. something stuffs that off and confuses you even more. sigh* hahaha.

The fighting seems however, was quite good. Can't believe the asian girl died.. :( aaah *heart breaks* she was so damn attractive! ( i'm no lesbian ) lol !

This was us after the movies, went to the toilet to freshen up and camwhore. LOL mainly to camwhore.. but anyways! and then we headed to fun house to have SOME FUN!

And that was our celebration for Lilian's birthday :)

my weekend has been very good! I can't wait for another exciting day tomorrow ♥

good night !

amazing.

2011-04-15T23:00:00.000+10:00

Spent today with Michael. It was really great to spend my first day of the Easter holidays with him :) Met up with him at 10. Then getting told by him that he was at Southbank since 8. that boy didn't call me! I could've came earlier. lol, he told he he walked around southbank and everything! aw poor him :L

I made him walk to the City from Southbank, and he just came from there before meeting up with me. LOL i'm such a nice girlfriend, lol. Went and ate at the korean restaurant then met up with Krystal and her mister :)

Met up with another couple, Marita and Lawrence. Then we all headed to GOMA.

Me taking photo's while Michael was fixing up his lego pieces. LOL

He was so into constructing his lego pieces.. He forgot about me! haha. Nah, I'm only joking. He didn't forget about me.. in fact, I was helping him find lego pieces to fit into what he was constructing. At first, I had no idea what he was trying to build.. until the piece was complete, then I realized it was a love heart. LOL

His so cute ! ♥

Michael constructing the master piece :P

TA DA! ~ the finished piece!

Then took group photo's before heading to the Cinemas to watch Scream 4.

I swear Scream 4 was meant to be a horror film, it ended up being a comedy or something to me *confused face* I have no idea why it turned out like that.. but yeah, LOL some parts were scary, gave you a fright because they pop out of no where.. and other parts were just, hilarious :L

Over all, my day has been pretty amazing :) thanks to the people that I spent it with today, especially my boyfriend. ♥ I'm so very tired, that is all for tonight :)

xo

happy birthday daddy ♥

2011-04-11T22:12:00.000+10:00

Sometimes, when you suddenly feel like giving up.. just because you can't fight anymore - Don't. I've been having this rough road lately, and it's really making me feel uneasy. Sure, life has it's up and downs. But sometimes, you've fought enough. During this secret break down of mine, I've been wishing I'd be little again.. Just once! I wanna feel young and free, instead of having all these complications stabbing my head. But, thinking positive is the only thing I could do right now. so here we go, LUQUIE THE POSITIVE. :)

My little sister helps though. her innocence makes me smile, her cheerful laughs and giggles and her cheeky words. Even though she's young, and can't really talk to me, she still understands that I'm sad and does things to cheer me up. aaaah ; I just love her :)

I'm so glad that this week's the last week of term 1. This 12 week term has been a killer, I tell you. I just can't wait to rest and take my mind on a vacation.However, there's a little disappointment.. it's only 1 week! but yeah, I guess it's better than nothing :)

My weeks gone a lot better though, and my mum's been inspiring me with supportive words and encouraging me to become happy and to enjoy life.

It's also my dad's birthday today. It was great hearing his voice again. It really does suck not being able to see him and spend my time with him on his birthday. It makes me miss Thailand so much.. I guess verbal conversation will have to be the best option right now. I haven't seen my dad for 7 years now.. how depressing ):

Memories with him never fades though :)

Happy Birthday Daddy, I love you so much ♥
And even though we're miles and miles apart,
That still can't break my love for you.

xoxo

CCC Talent quest / weekend with dana.

2011-04-02T22:52:00.002+10:00

There's always got to be someone who really does make you smile. Everytime I'm with dana, I remember all those times her and I spent together. It was crazy. It felt wonderful, being able to spend the night with her again. It's been ages! It reminded me of how her and I were small. her house brings back a lot of memories hahaha!

My weekend was spent with dana. Well, from Friday to Saturday anyway. Even though we didn't do much, It was heaps awesome! Dana and I wen to Calamvale's Talent quest that they held last night. I got to say, it was extremely amazing! the singers were great and the dancing was awesome! I went last night, to support my friends Krystal & Kenny.

Kenny's dance crew came first! Don't worry guys, I found a youtube video that i could share with yous :) subscribe this guy! his such an amazing dancer. check out his youtube :)

Krystal, however, was HEAPS AMAZING! I love her voice, her singing.. *melts. I don't have a youtube video of it though, maybe when i find one I'll share it with you guys :)

This photo looks like we took it during night time. Truth it, We took it during the day time it was just we were in the car park and it was dark. HAHA!

On the Saturday, I went to Indro with Dana and her family. Wow, Indro shopping centre is huge! Dana & I got lost. HAHA. I remember last time I went, I GOT LOST TOO T_T'' don't you just hate it when that happens? I totally hate it.

Decided to dye my hair red today. Inspired by Dana ♥ HAHA! turns out, my hair didn't really turn out red red! perhaps it's because I dyed it at night and my eye sight is not very good.. maybe i'll wait until tomorrow and see what it really looks like in the sun light :)

Random photo of Dana & I last night (:

Have a good weekend everyone! ♥

paranormal?

2011-03-30T13:02:00.000+10:00

I hate waking up in the middle of the night because of a nightmare. I hate not being able to fall back to sleep because your nightmare had fully woken you up. I hate feeling the coldness crawl up my spine. Well, this is my second time I had a nightmare this year. It gets so annoying because it feels so damn realistic. The feeling of forcing myself to wake up from my nightmare takes so much effort and energy. I honestly wake up puffing, Hardly breathing. I don't know what's wrong with me actually, I've been having these phases of having trouble breathing properly. And I don't even know the reason why.

Last night, during 1am.. my family had experienced the most weirdest yet abnormal thing ever - well, not really the worst, but it was damn strange. I was just falling asleep, in fact, I was 2 minutes away from fully falling to sleep. Somehow, our smoke alarm alerted. We found it pretty strange, because there was absolutely no smoke what so ever. Everybody were in their own rooms , about to sleep. And the more strange thing is that, We only JUST fixed our smoke alarm. The reason for it's random alerting can't be because the alarm was broken. We'd wake up and turn it off. However, a couple of minutes after that it'll alert all over again.

I sat on my bed, dead silent. I was feeling so tired, I wasn't bothered to open my room door to see what was happening again. I heard my parents complain in frustration. Mum thought that , praying to Buddha would help. And she was right , it DID help. It stopped alerting after that..

And when I could finally fall to sleep, Happily with no interruptions no more - I get a nightmare. In fact, I had two nightmares in the same night. I don't know if the smoke alarm randomly going off had anything to do with my nightmares.. but wow. What a night .

Yeps, True story.
What do you guys think
It could have / might have been?

my one month ♥

2011-03-28T00:26:00.000+10:00

It has been a fair while yet again , ladies and gents :) Not that much people read my blog anyways, but thank you to those who still read it even though it's not updated daily, when it use to be. So, my exam week has finally finished ! and I'm free for now. Just waiting for the holidays to commence! yeow~ even though it's only a week and 3 days of holidays, still worth it!

On saturday, I spent my afternoon with my girls. Dana & Lindy. I took them to the Korean Restaurant that Chung introduced me to a couple of months back. I regret what I ordered, I was craving so badly for fried rice! and so I ordered this fried rice dish, which was extremely sour. Probably because of the Kimchi. But honestly, I love Kimchi! It was just too much for me :(

I was feeling devastated. Because I couldn't spend my One monthsary with my boyfriend. But in the end, while I was eating away my oh so very sour dish of fried rice.. I got a phone call from him asking where I was. Obviously I'd question him on why he wanted to know where I was. He answered me with " Because i'm coming to see you " my heart felt so much lighter! I felt instantly happier after knowing I was able to see Michael for our one Monthsary.

While waiting for his arrival, My girls and I decided to head over to GOMA. First ever time I have ever been there. It was amazing! The art work that were on display was simply amazing!

Here are some of the photo's I took during my time at GOMA (:

This was interesting. I really wanted to try out the slide ): It looks so damn cool right?! too bad for me hey, the line was way too long. *sigh. I wasn't the only one disappointed, Lindy wanted to go down the slide too! hahaha, she's a cutie :L

At first , when I looked at this piece of art work. I thought it was made of newspaper ! turns out to be, it was made out of money :O ! REAL AMERICAN MONEY!!! .. I think.. LOL

The children lining up for the balloon room. Yet again, I wanted to go into that room. Too bad for me AGAIN that the line was too long. urgh!

I find this really cute, LOL don't you ? :D

Took a couple of photo's with Lindy dear ♥

Didn't get any photo's with Dana, because she was too busy taking photo's of the art work.. and I just , yeah. forgot ): LOL

I found this amazing! It's so much more shiny than this in real life. definitely something I would never get bored of looking at everyday :)

room of balls! LOL nah joking. I have no idea what's in that room.. the line was YET AGAIN LONG. so we couldn't go in there:( always next time right? HAW HAW HAW!!

Met Michael and GOMA. I was so happy to see him! you guys have no idea how happy I really was :D * smiles big * hehehehehhehe.

and Thanks to Dana who took the photo's of us! :) she's an amazing photographer!

Us reading all the wish ropes. LOL I remember before he came, I got him a red one that said
" I wish I was a princess "
LOL! I thought It suited him very well :) HAHAHA. He wore it, How cute!

Us looking at the massive plastic bag balloon looking thing. LOL I don't know what you'd call it.. but it was so pretty! I wanted to really lay under it.. But I was afraid luck was going to play up on me and let It fall down on me.. haha , I know, I'm quite weird.

I love what heels could really do :) I look taller ! HAHA. If i wasn't wearing my heels. I'd look heaps short walking next to my boyfriend.. *sigh I WANT TO GROW.

Honestly, I've never been any happier :) I'm so glad I met him, and I'm so glad his my boyfriend. I'm so glad that I have him standing beside me. Knowing I have him , Is like.. Having the world in my arms :D

His honestly so adorable. He did just about anything to just come and see me for a bit. EVEN IF IT WAS ONLY FOR AN HOUR! he still came out and saw me :) . Aww, the things he does for me! my one month was still really amazing, even though I only had an hour with him.

Happy One month Michael Rimando ♥

xo

soraya's sweet 16th.

2011-03-21T19:05:00.000+10:00

I spent my weekend with my 3 favourite people. To celebrate Soraya Nou's birthday. She turned 16! sweet sweet 16 with just her girls , including myself of course ;) . The celebration commenced on Friday night. sleep over with the girlies ! ♥

Even though we didn't really do much, but chillaxing and talking among ourselves. it was still really fun!

Soraya's birthday was pretty dull, it rained. not much sunshine.. but it sure didn't stop us from having fun! I recorded some stuff we were doing on my camera, but too bad for all of us. I can't upload it just yet, because I'm officially capped. Yes guys, I'M CAPPED AGAIN!! ): just when all my exams and stuff are over. *sigh.

I'll upload it when I can :)

Webcam photo's with the girlies on Friday night :)

And this is me and the birthday girl Soraya Nou !

More webcam photos .. hehehehe ~ :D

ohhh , how glad I was to have been there for her sweet 16th! it consist of d&m'ing . best . part . ever . It's good to know you have someone to listen to when you have problems. I love it about them, they're always there when you actually need them.

On another topic , i'm really glad I saved somebody's life. I hate the fact that people still think that killing themselves is the solution to their problems. The answer is , it's NOT . it isn't the solution to their problems. I admit I use to be apart of that group. I use to think killing myself would take my pain away.

Yes , it does. It will take the pain away, However, that pain will soon hit you again. you'll miss the people you left behind, and you have no chance to ever hug them, kiss them, be with them any more. Ending your own life will only make you regret. you only live once. Fight for your life, fight through everything that's punching you in the face. Because remember, there are plenty more people ; who are dying to have a life, who are fighting to keep their lives and who are wanting to have the life you have to this day.

Don't waste time,
Enjoy life. you only live once .

♥

tribe chill out.

2011-03-13T14:10:00.000+10:00

Ohhh, see the new changes ? :) I have finally changed my blog layout, while procrastinating until 3am in the morning. Sigh, this is temporary though! However, it could be permanent if i get lazy and can't be bothered doing another. feed back please? :) he he he!

So.. my weekend has been quite extraordinarily awesome! even though I was meant to stay home and study.. i ended up going out instead. silly of me ): but, it was worth it! .. excluding my tiredness .

Went over to a friend's house for a chill out.

I haven't really camwhored in such a long time! here are some photo's of us girls in the toilets HAHAHA!. I loved Mitchell's freaking toilet lighting! made the photo's look so nice :)

The girls & I . From left to right : Kyna , Myself , Winnie & Nikki ♥

Hmm. I didn't know that guys could cook so well ! Michael Hung & Tian cooked for us last night :) they cooked so good! the food was so good! too bad I didn't really eat much :( lols, I actually forgot why. Probably running around the house going crazy. hahaha!

I remember myself walking around with a huge as touch, shining it under my chin and looking scary. HAHA I even scared my boyfriend with it! it was hilarious!

Random photo's I took during the night :)

without flash.

with flash ! :)

you can see my contacts ! yeow ! :)

hmm.. and i'm sitting here at the moment starving myself because I wanna finish this post off before going down to find something to nomble on. I feel so exhausted. it feels like I haven't slept in days! the most scariest thing happened last night, I can't tell whether it was while I was dreaming or.. I actually heard a knock while I was sleeping. *sigh.

I guess I had a nightmare last night, I remember waking myself up, and I swear to Buddha I heard knockings several of times. Like I said before, I have no idea if that was happening in my dream. but . I . heard . knocking!!!!!! argh ): so fucking scary..

Ending today's post with a photo of my boyfriend & I (:

good luck to those who have

exams & assignments ! ♥

amazement.

2011-03-06T17:24:00.001+10:00

Have any of you's ever felt that amazing warm fuzzy feeling inside while on a date? Well, I have. and the majority of you's probably have. Yesterday I went on a proper official double date with my favourite people including my boyfriend. Lets just say, the night was unexplainable. nothing could ruin the amazing feeling I had felt through out the night of last night.

My mother however is a sweetie. She bought me one pair of heels! I, myself .. don't really wear heels. Because I've never got taught in walking in heels properly.Mother ended up buying me another pair of heels! so now , I have two pairs of heels.

sorry my mirror is really dirty. so it isn't very clear. both shoes are definitely prettier in real life.

So anyways , back to my story. My double date was amazingly unforgettable. I haven't actually gone out properly at night with my boyfriend before.

I met up with Michael at around about 4:30 or so at the bus stop to meet up with Krystal and Marlon ( her boyfriend ) again. We watched The Adjustment Bureau. In my opinion, this movie is worth watching , it's a very matured movie. I didn't understand the movie at the start until the end HAHAHA. but it was such a good movie! i quite liked it :) !

After movies, the four of us were extremely hungry. so, we decided to bus to the city. wow, the city looks so beautiful at night! it's incomparable to city and Southbank in day light. Even though it's quite pretty also at day time.

It was hard finding a restaurant . We ended up eating at Little Singapore in the city.

Krystal and I ♥

And this is my boyfriend and I . it's so hard to make him take photo's with me.. *sigh. b

are my eye contacts obvious? HAHAHAH . my eyes look so huge here :L

After dinner, we decided we'd go to play pool. couple verses couple (: on the way there, we found a really nice place to take photos.. so, therefore. we took photos ! LOL

I love this photo of Michael and I .

my colour of the editing is pretty! plus the green lights displayed on the floor :)

going to finish today's post with a photo of Krystal and I at the Cue city toilets camwhoring out. haha

Bye !

exam week creeps up.

2011-03-01T20:07:00.000+10:00

This really sucks.. I thought that i had plenty of time to study and get myself prepared for the upcoming weeks of exams. I guess I was wrong, the weeks are crawling up so quickly! In addition to this, like I have promised myself i STILL haven't started studying. my exam week is creeping up so quickly! 2 more fucking weeks !!

I'm sitting here typing a post on my blog, procrastinating my History homework that's due tomorrow. I hate reading long paragraphs. Do you ever get those moments where when you're reading your eyes suddenly just go all blurry? Yeah, i get that a lot! no wonder why I can't finish reading something I plan to finish..

Speaking of which, i started to read CBU. and yes , that's on hold ! I haven't read that ever since.. i started reading. *sigh* i wish i was those book worms, where they can read and read and read!

My history teacher is extremely scary, yet she seems nice? and i could've just been rebellious and not do the homework and say I forgot my books. LOL but I won't do that , because I swear that if I did. it'd get my head chopped off.

Hmm.. Another issue I really want to blog about, I've been wanting to blog about this in such a long time! I've just been hesitating and been blogging on my private / rant blog. Oh how i love it. hahaha.

It's extremely annoying how, someone comes to you and asks you for help. and when you offer them help, give them advice or what not, they don't take it. and try to correct you or defend that other person instead. I mean, if you're going t defend the person.. why would you ask me for help?

If you're going to just be like " noo.. but he said he didn't ! " or some crap, why would you ask me to help you? clearly i'm trying to help you out by saying something and giving you advice to STAY away from the guy. yet, you're telling me that I have no idea what i'm on about . Next time, if you're going to do that... DON'T BOTHER. omg.

Enough of my rantings , and more of studying and finishing homework , yesu luquie ? :D hehehe

YFC has talent.

2011-02-27T20:23:00.000+10:00

it's been long! once again :) I've been feeling a lot better from my sickness ! thanks to buddha for saving me ♥ I believe my life's gone uphill , after it's been down hill for so long. Last night I had the greatest night. Haven't had such an amazing night in so long. I had so much fun last night , with the people i spent the night with.

I went to YFC HAS TALENT. it consist of talented people who performed for a competition. Interesting to see, all the little kids doing cheers and singing! it was so adorable! In addition to that, my boyfriend was performing last night! It was mainly the reason I went last night , actually. haha

Kyna & I waiting for our ride to the event :D

The event was held at a school. I swear the school is so huge, didn't take photo's of the school because i didn't think of it . HAHAHA. anyways i'm just going to spam photo's :)

my babygirl Krystal ♥

Krystal & Mitchell. Don't you guys just love Mitchell's pose? :L

and you guys think that his pose is funny.. you guys should watch him dance! hahahah it's so epic. Kyna and I laughed for so long because of it HAHAHA. i wish i recorded it :( *sigh

Nichole and I , she's so fucking adorable I swear man!

Nichole is so cute! she was extremely high last night while they were playing Hide and seek. I couldn't play with them no matter how much I wanted to ): because i was in a dress! gaaaaaah ~ My night was really amazing though.

The way my boyfriend asked me to be his girlfriend was so adorable!

my life's going to me more interesting, don't you reckon ? ;) hehehe!

that's all for now ♥
it was one memorable night for sure.

Nessah's gathering.

2011-02-19T23:27:00.000+10:00

Oh wow! it's been extremely long since i've last undated. I don't have much to blog about these days. and I only blog when I actually do something interesting. AND HERE IT IS! I attended a friend's birthday gathering today :) the party turned out good! even though it was extremely hot.

Birthday girl ! her birthday was on Valentine's day ! :O awesome right? hahah but she decided to hold her gathering today :)

We all headed to the park after the BBQ. I must say, I loved it. i felt like a kid again, playing on the play grounds and playing clapping games with Christian and Chung. getting spun by Michael and Mitchell on this turning thing at the park. It just felt extremely awesome. Even though I felt a little dizzy in the head :)

Sigh. I thought I would have taken more photo's than this. but I guess not LOL sorry.

Even though we didn't do much at all , by just chilling and doing silly things really made my day!

And.. I'm starting to hate work. they expect too much. and tell me different things. like, to take orders.. then the other one says no it's not my job. then the other comes back and asks why I didn't take orders? ^o) like what the hell?.. but yeah, work tonight wasn't very good. I was moody the whole night. It got better however, because my coworker made me drinks and asked if I was alright through out the night :) His awesome! haha.

And.. my night ends here.

p.s : sorry for the bad quality of photos. I honestly don't know how to fix it ):

Goodnight !

Valentines 2011

2011-02-14T21:27:00.000+10:00

Happy Valentine's 2011 yo!

It was extremely nice seeing so many people happy, smiles everywhere! and roses and red gifts hehe.

I must say , my valentine's this year's been awesome! Even though I didn't spend very long with my valentine, it was still worth every single minute. Even though my Valentine's a little weird.. that's what makes him ! :) he made my day/valentine so much better!

He got me roses and a box of chocolate. However, the box of chocolate's are with him ! ): i'll be getting that off him tomorrow :) ahahah! it's so sweet how he got me my favourite chocolates! " red Lindt ".

In addition of my day, I also purchased and received my eye contacts! I actually forgot what series these contacts are, but i absolutely love them!

you probably can't really see the colour..

here's a better photo :)

Is that any better ? D: well yeah, it looks better in real life ( obviously ) but yes! i love love love!

My valentine's has been awesome!

how was yours? :)

xo

first official job.

2011-02-13T19:58:00.000+10:00

WOW! it's been so long since I last blogged! I can't believe i haven't blogged for this long! well, i was wanting to blog.. however, i had nothing really interesting to blog about. Even though life's getting better from falling the down hill, it hasn't really been anymore interesting. Life's been pretty decent actually. you can't really expect anything better than what you have already.

well, the only interesting that's happened to be all week is gaining friendship back and getting a job! yes! that's right, i'm officially hired and working! I'm a waitress at a Thai restaurant , if you're wondering. It's really great ! busy on my first day of training! I'm glad i remembered the tables and what not. and where everything goes *big smile* are you proud of me or what ? :D For now , my shifts are only Friday & Saturday nights! probably the most busiest day of the week ):

I went over to Penny and Raya's after work on Friday.

Those photo's were taken before we left to go Hyperdome on Saturday. I went Hyperdome to look for a Valentine's gift for my valentine :)

Also , today consist of going shopping with my girl cousin's for her boyfriend's valentine gift. we ended up eating longer than looking for something for him! we ended up finding something anyways :) hehehe.

so..

What are you guys doing for valentines ? :D

one side of the story.

2011-02-05T22:03:00.000+10:00

I'm not going to lie, i had a pretty awesome day today. despite some awkwardness during the day. But that's alright, it's normal to have those moments in life right?

These are some of the fewer photo's we took today.

However, i'd like to address something extremely irritating and annoying. Have you ever had those moments in life of awkwardness? after finding out the reason why it's so awkward is because of someone else's story? which clearly isn't true, perhaps.. only some parts of the story was true, in fact , they made you look like the biggest loser ever.

The feeling of hatred hit me , after realizing that one person had only told bits and pieces of a story to get sympathy. This is extremely sad, despite the fact that the person and I had an agreement that it was what was going to happen from now on. It's funny now people only like listening to one side of the story. before putting effort to listen to yours.

It makes everything seem a lot more awkward , a lot more intense and a lot more dramatic. I hate how people could be so judgmental and gang up on someone. when they don't even know the truth.

I hate when i'm starting to enjoy life, starting to smile, starting to forget the painful memories from the past, something just has to ruin it. I don't understand why people are so concerned about my life, about who i'm dating , who i'm seeing and what i'm doing.

I don't know why it even bothers them , when it's my life and not theirs. they're not the one's dealing with it, not the one's who make the descions. It's me.

Bye for now ~

Swimming carnival 2011

2011-02-03T22:37:00.000+10:00

So , some of you haven't seen my LSKL girls yet. We never really had a group photo. But today, we were successful at taking a group photo! so here it is , my LSKL girl group. :)

My school held a swimming carnival today :) It wasn't that bad. excluding the stupid weather. It was so hot , and it was depressing watching people jumping into the pools and swimming. I didn't swim , because my friend's didn't ! lol *sigh. and I don't like doing races infront of people, just in case i'm last.. lol don't wanna embarrass myself!

I guess it was alright near the end. Because my friends and I ( LSKL ) girls were just going retarded. I never knew that , crossing your eyes without your finger's help would make you feel dizzy. Well, i experienced that today hahah! I'm so tired and I can't type properly ):

I wanted to take photo's with other people also , but I couldn't be bothered finding them. *sighface. it was way to hot to be walking around. I hated lining up to buy food/drinks. took us literally forever.

I'm extremely tired today ): there's no words for it. lol

p.s : more photo's on my facebook!

goodnight !

backwards shot.

2011-01-30T18:06:00.001+10:00

I've been looking forward to school lately. And I remember myself complaining because school was commencing soon. I guess i don't really mind school anymore. Despite the fact that I don't have much classes with my friends. I guess i'll work better that way :)

My life's been quite uninteresting. I haven't done anything that's worth blogging about. However , I've had this session of smiling non stop. I guess it's just the person who's making me feel this way.. I haven't been able to smile in so long. and I'm happy now that I've crossed the line to the finish line with something I've been wanting to get over for so long :)

New start? yes please!

And you're probably wondering why it says ' Adobo tribe ' on my photo. I'm apart of a crew now! an awesome one in fact :) there's no people like them! so i decided to make a photo dedication to the tribe. ♥

While i was at it , i took some more snapshots. I'm a bored child..

I believe my eyes in this photo looks kinda creepy.. is it just me ? or ..? lol

so .. the story behind my photo's is , I was trying to make my helix piercing visible. I guess I failed that ! but yeah , they're all photo's that i took from the back. I guess it's something different hey ? :) this was my hair when it wasn't straighten. It was however , straightened on the previous day.

My weekend has been quite boring. School tomorrow though !

p.s ; my photo's I upload are quite low quality. does anybody know how to make photo's on blog spot better quality? if so , please do help me out! thank you ♥

bye !

3rd day of school.

2011-01-27T20:14:00.000+10:00

3rd day of school is such a pain! I reckon first week of school is always a pain.. there's kids everywhere , hiring textbooks , lining up for lockers and paying their other fee's. I absolutely regret not going to school during the Christmas holidays to pay my school fee and get my textbooks. Everybody seems to be settling down very well though!

I thought i'd see a lot of blank faces of the year 8's this year! getting lost around our school hahaha! I hardly saw a kid lost! actually.. I haven't seen a younger student lost yet. It's great to see new faces ! and funny witnessing the tired faces around the school grounds. I , myself is one of them! i'm still not use to the sleeping pattern , and sleep late still. I should really knock down the habit.. school is so important to me now!

I'm promising myself to study harder. I guess that's one of my ' New years resolutions ' I'm going to try really hard to maintain this habit and accomplish my goal for this year! I'm actually happy that school is back! I get to see all my lovely friends again ~ !

I'm so tired nowadays , I can't believe how exhausted I really until the end of the day. So.. I think i'll watch a few more episodes of my Thai drama's then i'll be hitting the bed! I hope everybody is doing well at school on their first week! :)

Bye!

Hit the beach.

2011-01-26T21:51:00.002+10:00

I don't quite remember how long ago i hit the beach. I believe it was around about mid / late 2009 when i actually went to the beach. I myself , don't quite like going to the beach. Most oftenly, I'd love to hit the beach every day with my cousin's in Thailand. It just seems that , over in Australia it's much more dangerous. perhaps it's because I watch too many Bondi Rescue , Beach patrol etc and scared myself. I'm always paranoid when i'm going to the beach in case something does happen to me like those unlucky people on the Tv shows.

I don't ever go to the deepest end , i always stay at the part where i could still stand and could run away from the waves if i wanted to. I guess it's just my paranoid self ):

Anyways! This is us before hitting the beach!

I totally forgot about my Helix piercing , i hope it doesn't get infected in any way after this.

Vanny has such a great body! she looks good with her belly piercing.

Courtney and her asian like poses :P

The waves were crazy! yet extremely amazing! I love how I'd jump for my life just to get washed away by the waves :) it feels amazing! .. not the part where you get dragged under water and stand back up with your own two feet looking like someone who just woke up from water. My hair was literally everywhere! only if i had a water proof camera , i'd totally take my water proof camera and take it under water with me for explorrringgggggggg!

It was great fun trying to bury Vanny with sand! we were trying to accomplish creating her into a mermaid. that dream of ours went down the mountains though , because the waves randomly washed it away! we all cried in terror. Perhaps i exaggerated the situation a little , but honestly.. Vanny screamed the loudest!

I LOVE VANNY & COURTNEY ! ♥

Don't you just love the jump - shot of us ? we're not really jumping .. but the other attempts failed ): i couldn't actually Jump for a pose because there were a group of people watching us take the Jump - shot. it was so embarrassing! this is probably the best photo of our ' Jump - shot ' attempt! hahaha

Both photo's taken by my lover Vanny! i really love the colour and scenery of these photo's. taking photo's at the beach makes me damn happy! look how blue it is! ♥

I hate feeling insecure about my self and my body. I believe i should really start exercising and stop slacking off! i had so many chances to hit the gym on the holidays , turns out to be.. i never stepped into the gym once.

In conclusion of my day , I absolutely enjoyed all of it! I guess it's because i haven't been to the beach in so long , everything just seems to amaze me.

i'm quite tired now , i believe i'm going to call it an early night!

p.s : Vanny kept laughing at my $3.00 Hot chili thongs ): .. LOL

Oh ,

Happy Australia Day!

bye!

Janessa's 2nd bithday / helix piercing.

2011-01-23T00:20:00.000+10:00

I honestly can't believe school is in 2 days? what is this? holidays have gone so so fast and i haven't done anything productive! zzz. whatever trevor! i've been honestly so lazy these days. you have no idea how lazy i am ==' and i don't even know why. i'm slack , i guess. lol

photo's of yesterday's outting!

didn't end up finishing ' Little fockers ' so i can't tell you guys anything about it ): moving on!!

Happy 2nd Birthday to my little sister Janessa ! ♥

Don't you guys just love my school bag? like seriously? i love it to bits ! ♥ ♥

i also got my helix pierced today! i finally walked out of my scaredy shell ! after hearing all these stories about helix piercings, before hand , i decided that i wouldn't get one. because it was too risky! in the end , it didn't even hurt as much as i imagined!! it ended up tickling hahahhaa !

Pretty awesome huh? well , i have to wear that ball looking earring for approximately 6 weeks. before changing earrings to something i like. i also purchased spray aswell as getting it pierced. which will help the pain not get infected and numb the soreness. i'm loving my Helix piercing right now! i've been wanting this piercing in so long! just haven't quite walked out of my scared shell.

In my experience , it didn't hurt me at all. I guess it stung a little after the lady did my ear. i couldn't see the process though , sadly. but i'm glad i didn't see the process! i'd probably faint if i actually saw the steps of piercing my helix. LMAO

i'll finish today's post of with my little sister's birthday :) she messed up the cake... lol

i can skate! .. not really.

2011-01-17T22:38:00.002+10:00

I'm such a wuss when it comes to Ice skating. Everytime i'm on ice , it feels like i'm going to slip , do the slits and end my life somehow.. i really don't wanna die on ice you know! but don't worry , NO MORE FEAR! i can finally ice skate ! :D HE HE HE. well , i was basically walking on ice most of the times , until the last hour then i started to skate. I need to practice on how to go faster! i'm like a turtle on ice )':

Are you actually amazed ? I didn't fall over at ice skating at all ! :D everyone else fell , apart from me ! *evil laughs* I guess the reason why i didn't fall over was because , i was skating extremely slow.. but WHATEVER. i didn't fall *proud face*

Stayed over Mikaela's for the night ! now , since we were really bored.. we decided to do Chatroulette. it was pretty funny yet disgusting. but don't worry , we didn't do anything naughty! just had fun there . :) and we thought we wouldn't meet decent people, but we ended up making a friend! He was awesome!

Webcamming before chatroulette.

Sunny bank today with the girls + Rodney.

Photo's with my two favourite girls! i love Courtney and Vanessa ! ♥

This is them singing :)

i love this photo of Courtney and I ♥

and this is a favourite photo of Courtney and Vanessa !! Courtney looks so cute! and look at Vanessa! hahaha what cutiessssssss ~

Have a good night !

p.s : this post took me over 4 hours. due to my internet being capped. *sigh =='

lifes unfair.

2011-01-15T03:26:00.000+10:00

I really hate staying up extremely late. well, early in the morning. I hate sitting here alone in the dark , awaiting for the sunrise. I hate when i reminisce about the past. I know , it's 2011 and it's a new year. but beginning a new year doesn't mean i would forget the past. However , I've planned to completely block everything that reminds me off the bad yet greatest past. This is the best solution for me , the only thing i could only do right this second.

i now realized that staying up really late does make you think a lot. Maybe it's because that's all you can really do. despite wanting to do other things but couldn't due to loudness. So , here I am. writing to my blog like i have no friends. i actually do have friends.. i swear ! ):

Do you ever get those feelings when you miss something so bad that every night you dream about it ? no matter how much you try and avoid , no matter how much you try and not think about it.. you end up dreaming anyway? i really hate that , does anybody get it? or is it really just me ? ._.' I'm just a girl who's extremely emotional right now. LMAO. i guess the darkness and loneliness of the night really does kick in.

I also hate that every little thing reminds you of ' that thing ' no matter how much it doesn't involve with that person what so ever. it'll still remind you of how they made you smile , and how complete they made you.

I guess everyone wants to turn back time if they could , to fix their mistakes or perhaps feel something so amazing that is now lost. But, however.. reality kills everything. it's impossible to turn back time. all we gotta do right now is , appreciate what once use to be and move on with our lives.
because in the end, it's life.

Sorry for this pointless post. i just needed somewhere to let it out.

Janessa's new dance move.

2011-01-14T18:41:00.002+10:00

More cloudy days huh? I really do hope it doesn't rain anymore. Mum reckons that , her predictions are right. That if it really does rain anymore , we're going to be flooded. I guess she's right, I've been dreaming about Tsunamis , earthquakes and huge amounts of water lately. I don't even think about it, ( this was before the flood occurred ) and i kept constantly dreaming about it. So , please rain, no more!

photo from : Courtney's blog. edited by me :)

*sigh. looking at that photo makes me miss Courtney. and how adorable she looked while the flood was on and we were both out. haha, she's adorable! she was worried for her siblings that were still stuck in the city. I swear i got to have another sister day out with her again! oh, check out her blog if you guys haven't yet? :) please?! Thank - you so very much ♥

CLICK TO VIEW HER BLOG!

From tomorrow , it'll be approximately 1 week before my sister turns 2 ! talking about my sister , i have another video for you all ! it's focused on her new dance moves and her new little stereo player that she brought into my room last night. she really is adorable sometimes! haha

photo taken today this afternoon @ 6:00pm.

Please don't rain ==' I really wonder what's going to happen with school starting in less than 2 weeks time. due to the floods, do you reckon they'd give us more holidays? O: I really hope so! *crosses fingers*

Bye bye !

Stay Strong QLD

2011-01-13T20:32:00.000+10:00

Lately, Mother nature's been so angry. Mother nature has ruined many homes and lost many people's lives. Ever since this unfortunate flood crisis commenced, I've been watching the news every single day. hoping that the incident would get better. However, it isn't getting any better.. and it tears me apart, watching so many people homeless , watching the death tolls appear on the television screen. so many are yet to be found and so the death tolls continues to rise..

I'm actually pretty lucky , and my area isn't effected by the flood what so ever. maybe it's because it's so far away from Brisbane City. or perhaps it'll soonly reach my suburb. I'm praying to Buddha to help all of us to survive this crisis! I'm pretty sure that , us Queenslanders would survive this! even though this year's flood is worse than the 1974 flood, working together would help us all fight through the flood!

Since i couldn't go out and photograph the flood for myself, i decided to google imagine some images and edit it by my own. so, the following photo's i'm about to post up ARE NOT MY OWN.

( imagines from google)

isn't it just heart breaking? it shatters me every time i see something that involves the flood. I guess that , by this happening.. it really does show how amazing people could be , how helpful all of us are and how well we all co-operate with each other and how some of us are able to sacrifice for our loved ones.

Rest In Paradise , Jordan Rice ♥

A brave 13 year old boy , who saved his little brother who was 10 years old's life to survive the flood , before he could save his own life, the flood had yet taken his life.

This song really does support us Queenslanders to fight on!

To all those who are suffering right now, Please don't give up! time will heal all of us and it's heart breaking seeing all our home's destroyed. But , no matter what we'll all fight together , help each other out for our old Brisbane back . Stay strong everyone! and stay safe ♥

Flood crisis 11.1.11

2011-01-11T18:38:00.005+10:00

What exactly is this 2011? it's not even middle of the month of the new year yet and we're already in floods and massive disasters? many lives are already taken? i thought 2011 would be a better year for most of us. I guess with a Disaster this big, and we've only entered the new year.. all we could possibly do now is probably Pray for better days, put those who've died into thoughts and work together!

so.. My whole day consist of busing around places with Courtney Chan. our plan was, we were going to watch Tangled at 2:30 at Southbank. while waiting, we decided that we wanted to Karaoke. In disappointment , we were told that Karaoke won't be opened till ages! because they're constructing a new Karaoke place which will most probably be opened late February.

Cue city was like a ghost town , literally no body was there to occupy the place besides the co-worker and his boss and of course, Courtney and I. We thought that, since there was nothing better to do we'd play a couple of games of Pool. The first game was intense, Courtney was winning by far! and in the end, i won ;) pro hey? i know. (A) i just self praised myself :D but seriously.. i WON! However, Courtney won the second game though , because i gave it to her :P LOLOL jks!

i like my editing from these photo's onwards!

Courtney is so adorable ! ♥

This is Courtney and her new boyfriend ♥

we're not pedophiles..... :D

That's my new best friend in the background :)

The co-worker was telling us both that, by 4:00pm today, the whole city including South bank would be flooded. so, from the shocking news we both panicked and wondered what we should do. we ended up rushing to the bus stop to get away from South bank / City .

as soon as we got to the bus stop, we were shocked. due to lack of buses and crowded bus line area's. it was extremely incredible how long the lines were! and how long people had to wait for their buses.. it would suck for those people who had to wait for their bus longer than we did, because their buses comes every hour. *sigh

i would of taken more photo's than just two. but you see, i didn't want to look like some pedophile taking photo's of random people. so.. this was how crazy it was!. everyone was just pushing their way to not lose their spot in the line. Also, finding the bus numbers were extremely hard. because you had no idea which line was for which bus ._.''

I hate standing on the bus! i don't really mind standing actually, but i hate standing on the bus facing a pedophile who kept looking and Courtney and I. and his wife was right there! what the hell... ==' *sighs

busing home was extremely difficult. due to the hardness of the raindrops , the bus driver had to slowly drive to prevent crashings. and after the rain stopped, the bus broke down.. WHAT A DAY!!. so i walked home :)

and now.. i'm feeling sick. ergh. screw you rain!

got home and watched the News. every channel ( not literally) well, most channels were based on the Flooding crisis ! it's so shocking seeing all the other suburbs destroyed ): and a few lives were lost , many people are missing.. i just hope that, everybody stays safe! and my heart goes out to all those people who was involved in this tragic disaster who has lost their loved ones, Stay strong ♥ it won't rain forever :)

Everybody just stay calm, and everything will soonly clear up (: stay strong everybody! we won't let the monster of a water eat us!

PLEASE STAY SAFE EVERYONE ♥

punish the fucker.

2011-01-09T23:14:00.002+10:00

Ever since i opened up a formspring, i have never had such a stressful yet saddening question. and here it is, today. i came across an anonymous girl , who needed help and wrote on my formspring asking for help. and no, she's not fake or is it a prank. this girl really did go through something extremely terrible. because i talked to her on msn and webcammed her , and yes, she allowed me to blog about it but not show her identity.

so, this girl is only 13 years old. she's extremely pretty, i'll tell you that. if you saw her photo, like how i saw her photo. you would have no idea what really went through in her life. she went through a tough part of her life, which was her getting sexuality abused (raped) by her brother's friend.

it's already terrifying enough, that it happened once. but this it has happened more than once , three times to be exact. she showed me the bruises she got from the happening. as i observed the bruise, i realized that it was all over her body. her back, her neck, her arms, her legs. she's taking my advice and is going to report this disgusting and horrible situation to the police. it gets worst. the girl also gets threatened by the rapist.. even though i have never been in her situation before, I could honestly believe that she's going through a whole lot of pain , a whole lot of heartaches.

The reason why i blogged about this, is because. i just wanted to let people know that.. Never be scared to tell your parents or a close friend if you're abused. whether it's cyber bullying , sexual abuse , verbal abuse etc .

PLEASE DON'T BE AFRAID TO SPEAK UP!

The quicker you speak up, the sooner the faggot will get captured and punished! no body , none of us here deserves to be treated like shit, to be abused and to do things we honestly don't want to do. to all the innocent's out there, please don't be afraid to speak up ! when something really bad like this happens to you!

STAY STRONG AND SPEAK UP.

and no matter how many people go through this, and i don't know about.. i'm sure that all of you's , who are going through this will get through it! boost confidence and don't let the faggot take advantage of you! don't let them put you in a spot where you can't do anything, all those faggots should be getting punished! actually, they don't deserve a fucking spot in the world.

And thank-you so much to those who commented on my formspring giving her support! she stumbled onto my formspring once again, and saw all the supportive comments directing it to her ♥ she says thank-you so much for supporting and that she's going to do her best to get the guy punished!!

Even though all of us can't help her in person, Verbally supporting her is also great! she told me after reading them that, she hasn't smiled in so long, ever since the nightmare started. and you guys, both not knowing who each other are.. are being so supportive! the people who commented supporting the beautiful innocent girl, THANK YOU SO MUCH , once again. we both can't thank you any more :)

we'll all just hope that everything goes well for this girl. and if you guys who are reading this post tonight, are supporting her in any way. please do like this post :) she'll be checking my blog and she'll see how much people do care for her.
PLEASE DO HELP SUPPORT HER ! ♥

sigh... i got extremely emotional typing this.. ):

xo

video of my little sister.

2011-01-08T20:50:00.006+10:00

well, an anonymous person requested that i should do a new video with my sister. so here it is anon ! i did the request just like how you asked for it ;) heheheh.

so, i haven't been up to much, i'm basically wasting my precious holiday time by not going out as much as i should.. but ohwells, school's soon! anybody excited? well, lets just not talk about school :) i'm pretty sure it makes you all depressed as much as how it makes me depress everytime i think about it.

i won't talk much on this post, furthermore, i have a video for you all ! i reckon my sister is pretty adorable! she could say my cousin's name ' julie ' hahaha! she's also very talkative.. as you will all witness after watching the video. hahaha

That is all folks, have a wonderful night ♥

edit post :
i also registered for a threeword.me website today!
http://threewords.me/luquiejay

feel free to threeword me ;)

xo

fringe growth

2011-01-07T20:47:00.001+10:00

look guys! my fringe is growing! i could wear my fringe either way now! bangs / side fringe. which do you's think looks best ? i'm pretty happy that my hair is growing :) i've been waiting for this day... ever since i was born , nah jks. actually, when i was a kid. i had a bob cut and a straight as fringe.. i looked like a horse )': it was so sad..

anyways moving on!

i never knew there were 2 faced guys. until i met one myself. which , of course i won't name. but wow, never knew a guy could be such a bitch :) i'm in a really happy mood today, i have my reason's but i won't say :D i had a wonderful time over my two sister's house , ( Penny & Raya ) like always ! lols

Does this attract yous...? LOLOL
well, my friends said that i could simply pass as a pedo. do you think so?

my school friend's would definitely know exactly what i'm talking about :)

just wanted to update on my fringe growing! that is all :) have a good night everyone ♥

xo

misery dream.

2011-01-06T15:04:00.000+10:00

Don't you just hate it , when you have dreams of someone that you never wanted to dream about? surely it's only just a dream.. but if it repeats, what does this really mean? no matter how much you try and push it away , to never think about it neither would you ever wanna dream about it. but it happens anyway?

is this a sign for something?

maybe it's because i'm not fully over what happened yet. and i still think about it because i don't quite understand. sometimes, things happen for a reason.. is it the same concept as dreams? I've repeatedly had dreams about this particular person. but i never could figure out the story behind it all..

have you ever heard the saying " whatever you think about before you sleep, you'll end up dreaming about " ? that obviously isn't true for me! false statement right there!! i try so hard to not think about it, so that i won't dream about it. but here i am, dreaming about it so constantly that it's driving me insane already.

the thought of not being able to feel it in person , kills. Because honestly, there's really no point in dreaming about it and waking up to reality with out it there. thinking about it makes me wonder why i'm still stuck in this misery. the thought of a Thursday morning , cold and gloomy makes the situation a lot worst.

I just really wanna understand the whole story behind all my dreams about this person. it's making me really curious, curious enough to explode within a couple of minutes. *sigh

i'm done feeling this misery, and feeling empty every time I wake up from these unwanted dreams.

i'll be with my sisters Penny & raya tonight. hopefully everything goes well, ( like always ) (: ♥

xo

Lost respect.

2011-01-04T14:17:00.001+10:00

Don't you just hate it, when adults constantly assume things about you? they assume things like they know you , like they raised you.. when they don't even live in the same household as you? it's funny how they could come and talk to your parents and assume a whole lot of crap. and you thought , being an adult means being mature. but , nowadays adults could also be immature. perhaps a lot more immature than most people my age.

so , i was talking to my mum this morning , while i was folding baskets of clothes. then she bought up a topic that shook my head , felt like the biggest earthquake ever! she said that her friends assume that i'm not a Virgin anymore. that I've lost my virginity ages ago. just because i'm a teenager.

who the fuck are they to judge me? they don't even know me. they weren't the one's who raised me for 15 years. surely, they assumed that i wasn't a virgin because i'm in the middle of my teen years. but , what the fuck? why would they suddenly be like

" oh , your daughter is obviously not a virgin anymore "

it's just wtfing , right?

i asked my mum why they assumed such things , she then quoted " because you're in the teen years and you go out with your friends a lot ". err... what the hell does that got to do with my virginity? i mean , if someone was REALLY wanting to lose their virginity.. they don't have to go very far to do so. they could just invite their boyfriend / girlfriend over. even if the person isn't an out going person.

just because i go out a lot with my friends , doesn't mean i'll fuck around.

it's called " chilling " with friends. NOT SUS AT FUCKING ALL.

they make it seem like , our generation are like sex addicts. i won't disagree though , i mean, the majority of teens nowadays HAVE lost their virginity. but there's also a amount of people who HASN'T. it doesn't mean that just because we're young , that ALL of us teenagers HAVE to lose their virginity.

i just don't get it? i don't understand why they would assume something like that. i would understand if they saw me full on making out and all over a guy in public or something, but this? I've never. where the hell did they get the idea from?

Thank buddha that my mum fully trusts me! because no matter what people say , no matter what they assume. my mum never believes them , because she said that " they don't know you like i do " it made me extremely happy. because my mum trusts me that much to ignore.

I know that you're meant to respect the elderly's , but if they are going to do something like this. how can i seriously respect them ? it's common sense , i'm not going to pretend they didn't judge me and act like nothing happened.

Well , NEWS FLASH.

I AM A FUCKING VIRGIN. geez =='

why does it even matter anyway? far out. it's meant to be between two people. not the whole fucking world. and even if i did lose mine, why does it have anything to do with other people? ._.'' our world's slowly getting more and more fucked up. The end.

cheeky sister.

2011-01-04T00:12:00.000+10:00

i'm pretty glad i have a baby sister , she's extremely cheeky. but she never sooks or cries over little things, such as when she falls over she just gets up and laughs it off! haha ! the majority of babies never do. they tend to cry straight after they fall over , i guess my sister's just extremely manly :) ..

so , my sister came into my room. and we were playing on my bed. i tackled her over then she was like rolling on top of me LOL she's a fighter! then we both got annoyed at each other , she slapped me on the head and ran outside. ._.'' see how cheeky she is?! LOL.

took webcam photo's with her tonight (: , i believe she looks extra cute tonight!! .. for some odd reason. i believe she looks like a boy , don't you think so?

i like to torture my sister :) she got annoyed at me cos i took away her dummy ._.'' LOL

my sister trying to copy my pose LOL do we look alike ? :D

if my sister's face wasn't so blurry , this photo would of been perfect!!!! because after this photo was taken , she did the cutest pose ever!!

she looks so adorable sucking her dummy ! HEHE

look at my sister's fat :)

my sister's always pulling up her shirt...

i love this photo !

love this photo of my sister and I ! she kissed me randomly! i guess she loves the camera! ;)

Nuff said :) good night blog!

webcam with dana.

2011-01-01T20:58:00.000+10:00

yaaaaaao. spending new years with Dana tonight! i'm currently over her place. went to Vietnam Corner for dinner. i'm so full and i swear i didn't even eat that much.. but alright hahaha! at least i'm hella full now ;)

took webcam photo's with dana , i don't even remember the last time i took photo's with dana. i remember taking heaps and heaps of photo's with Dana. i had like so much folders on my laptop which was labeled as " dana " or " day out with dana " that was on my old laptop though.. lol

so , first webcam photo's with Dana in 2011 ?

i believe Dana's facial expressions are just the best . her facial's are much more hilarious than this! i remember blogging webcam photo's of Dana ages and ages ago.. LMAO.

just thought i'd do a short update , because i felt like updating what i was doing at the moment. Dana's being a retard and is dancing and lip singing random songs.. this is what i have to put up with for the night *sighs

Xo

goodbye 2010 , hello 2011 ♥

2011-01-01T16:08:00.000+10:00

I would like to announce that you , 2010 wasn't the greatest year. you gave me heartaches , endless pains , troubling nights , doubtful moments , heart killing times. but, you've also given me Happiness , endless smiles , sometimes the greatest nights with someone , temporary love , greatest relationship with family and teaching me lesson's on life.

2010 , you weren't the greatest year but you weren't the best year either. but thank-you for the roller-coaster , the endless heart shocking rides. thank-you for teaching me , showing me paths and making me understand more about life. i would love to say , Thank - you 2010. you've made me stronger (:

I went to Southbank for New years eve yesterday. i hate going city at night , it's literally hell. drunk people everywhere! even weirdo's everywhere ._.'' *sighs*

This is us in the afternoon, where we were at the bus stop waiting for the bus to arrive. Chung nearly left her new camera on the chair at the bus stop! she was so lucky she checked her bag before going onto the bus lol

we arrived at southbank at around about 5 or 6 ( can't really remember ) and there was already so many people there! i saw so many eye candy's at night ;) damn ♥

decided to go to a Korean Restaurant for dinner with chungy ♥

i'm honestly in love with this ! i forgot what it's called, i could never really remember anyways ._. but i loved it! the rice cakes were so yummy ♥ Korean foods are making me happy !!

we had an urge of wanting to go to the toilet , so we decided to go up to tops and use the toilets there. since those toilets are probably the cleanest.. lols and it has a massive mirror so..... :D

Chung's to fucking pretty.

Met up with Ivy and Justin and stuff after. and walked ourselves to Time zone. i swear THAT was an asian town. asian's were literally everywhere! no like seriously , no joke man.. LOL

IVY CHAU ♥

this was towards the end of 2010 , around about 11:00ish?

Saw miss Courtney Chan working ;) i bought ice cream of her earlier during the night LOL. this was funny because i remember Ivy and I standing there distracting her , then out of no where she drops the ice cream LOL like the top scoop fell of hahaha! Ivy and I then walked ourselves away from there because we felt bad ! well.. i did D:

WELCOME 2011 !

i spent the start of a new year with my family. watching the fireworks on the road ! LOL and my mum kissed me when the fireworks started ♥ honestly , even though i didn't have a lover / boyfriend to spend it with. but having my mum there was already enough (: !

my mum's so short.. it's cute LOL

we took turns on kissing each other on the cheeks LOL. i believe my mum's posing :)

my step dad looks really stoned . HA HA HA!

and this is the first family photo of 2011 :D my step dad looks kinda really.. stoned LOL

Happy New years everybody ♥

i hope 2011 is a better year for you all!! and that all your wishes come true and hope this new year is filled with happiness and smiles! less frowns ;) BUDDHA BLESS :D ♥

xo

New years eve 2010!

2010-12-31T02:26:00.000+10:00

i must admit , i'm bloody damn clumsy! i was editing my layout earlier Thursday morning.. when i came across deleting my whole thing and saved it without knowing. well... , i kinda knew it was 'saving ' but it was heaps to late to UN save!! and there i was , feeling extremely retarded after deleting my layout.

so.. here's a new one! I've been doing this layout ever since i un saved the other one. and just finished today because i went to a family friend's party.

Happy New Year's Eve!

just one more day , and 2010 is over!

Say good bye to 2010 , and Hello 2011 ♥

Btw , please give me feed back on this new layout? :) thank's heaps!

it's currently 2:24am in the morning of New year's eve. i honestly feel like a no lifer because all i really do is computer all day long. i believe i should end this post and have my beasty sleep! i've got Southbank to crash tomorrow for New year's eve with family and friends ♥

woopwoop!

xo

600th post.

2010-12-29T18:41:00.000+10:00

*sighs , holiday's just gets more and more boring , doesn't it? i swear it does. i haven't done anything really productive but going out once or twice a week. my whole aim was to get a job these holiday's! and yet they still haven't contacted back. i really do need $$ so i could give my earning's to mother so she could do something with the $$ i earn.

i forgot to upload the photo of what i purchased yesterday. i finally got another dog tag! i once had one , but i lost it.. *sighs* and now i have one again! it came with two :) and it was only $5 at Diva!! i was thinking of engraving my best friend , Joy's name on my dog tag :) good idea?

i also purchased a jewelery set. which come's with necklace & earrings. also , $5 at diva!! i was wanting something else , this really pretty flowery necklace that would go with my peach dress. but i decided not to because i might not even be going Southbank for New Years Eve.

woke up this morning with the biggest cramp ever ! ( well not really , because i've experienced worst ) but it was still hella painful! i laid in bed this morning for 3 hours. waking up at around 9am this morning , and getting out of bed at 12pm today. why? because i couldn't move myself and didn't have the energy to push myself out of bed..

Damn you monthly!!

decided to check my mail today and received this..

as some of you might read Sarah's blog , she had this offer thing about wire name's? well i got one because she wanted to make me one! :D aren't i a lucky duck? LOL. also thanks for the card sarah! ♥

painted my nails.. because i felt like it!! and yeah , the people that know me would be like ' wtf? she's painting her nails.. i swear it's a cursed day today ' well , it's not ! :D i'm not a nail person , but i wanted to pain my nails with no particular reason. maybe because my mum had pretty nail polish and i wanted to just paint my non existing nails [:

seriously.. i have no nails , as you guys can see in the photo below.

i wish i had longer nails , like what normal girl's do yah know? i just can't seem to keep my nail's ' long ' . before it becoming extremely short again. *sigh

i hate this stupid feeling , the feeling of headache's , stomaches , sore legs , buttock pains.. I HATE THIS FEELING!! and it's all because of my stupid monthly. *sigh. life goes on , i guess. i'll have to be in this position for new years. i hope my cramp's don't get any worst.. or i'll literally cry and run around my house and scream.

today didn't rain ! ♥ whoopwhoop

3 more day's till 2011 ♥

p.s i realized i blogged quite a lot today. i don't really know why , just felt like writing a long blog post for once in a life time.. loljks. i always use to write long blog post's ! i kinda stopped because i got lazy. sorry people for wasting your time!

full of heart attacks.

2010-12-28T20:15:00.000+10:00

So.... lately I've been having difficulties sleeping. i don't know why or the cause's to why i can't sleep properly.i slept at 3am , and woke up around about 5am , thinking that it was 9am in the morning. realizing soon after , that i was still way to early and i had more time to sleep! the problem was.. i couldn't fall back to sleep. it was extremely hard. is my sleeping pattern ruined? :\

Hmm.. i've been wondering why today's weather was retarded. the wind was crazily insane! it was so strong that my hair could probably fall off just like a hair wig. it rained JUST when i left the house to my bustop. and STOPPED raining right after i arrived. =='

I swear i have the best luck ever. i went to sit down on the bench , and suddenly something retardedly sharp stabbed my right bumcheek ==' .. it was extremely horrible!! after minutes and minutes of focusing on how painful it really was , some idiot honked at me and yelled out their car window!!

it gave me the biggest fucking Heart attack of my life!! well , not exactly the biggest. but honestly ... ._.''

Met up with Courtney and other's. bussed to city and went Karaoke! haven't gone there for ages, i guess it was good going in there once again :)

Luke & Khoa.

Brian & Josh

Courtney Darling , singing ' big girls don't cry - fergie ' :D

This is Brian and I singing ' sexy love - Ne-yo ' it was our last song before our time ended.

oh oh oh ! and the Karaoke room was decorated with Christmas lights! it was so pretty in there!! i loved it :D

After an hour of Karaoke , we decided to play snooker / pool. which was beneath Karaoke's block.

Courtney and I were twins for the day ! ♥ matching shirts! teeeheeee ! *does asian peace sign

photo's in the bathroom with Courtney! i swear dude , the Cue City toilets are so creepy.. i'm always paranoid to use their toilets. i have no idea why )': it's just a gut feeling i guess LOL

Brian's so freak'in gangster i swear hahahaha!

yet again.. gangster pose!

LOL Luke's so happy!!!

Khoakhoa ! ♥

2011 is about to begin ♥

Boxing day shopping!

2010-12-26T20:30:00.000+10:00

Happy Boxing day once again! ( as i mentioned in last night's post ) like i planned , i went shopping with Penny & Courtney. Instead of shopping at Garden City , we decided to shop at the city. oh hell was the weather crap. i wish it was cloudy but not rainy.. you know? rainy day's + boxing day sales + a million people = deadly. why? because of the smell of sweat , the lack of space and the ' not enough air conditioning ! '

This year, i must admit i was quite disappointed with the sale's. last year was a lot better! i purchased more than what i purchased this year which equals good results.

i only purchased three things today. which was :

● A dress
● Adidas shirt
● Bikini Top.

This is my dress with a belt

the dress without the belt.

Which looks better?

my adidas shirt , which i ♥

And my Bikini Top which i also ♥

a photo of Courtney and I ! believe it or not , but this was the first time i got to see / hang with Courtney on the holidays!! we didn't take much photo's as i planned to )': we were tooooooo busy walking around looking for something that caught our eye's at the sales.

and here's a photo of my eye make up from last night (:

can you see the red eye shadow !? :D christmassy right?! hehehehehe. that was my first time applying eye shadow on myself , BY MYSELF ! :D i mixed colours LOL it's kinda , redish / pinkish :) but i liked it ♥

Xo

Merry Christmas 2010 ! ♥

2010-12-26T00:30:00.000+10:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS YO!

it's finally Christmas! another rainy weather , another cold / gloomy Christmas.. but that sure didn't stop me from having my fun and spending my Christmas like i should be!!

I spent my Christmas with my girls ♥

I woke up quite late for Christmas , I'm extremely glad i didn't have to sleep through Christmas this year!! yaoyaoyao~ i spend my Christmas this year with my second family! hahahaha ♥

Us girls got dressed up just for Christmas!!

and.. we had a Home made Photo shoot session here , at home! :)

we took over 100 photo's , no kidding , right? but i'll just upload the one's i like the most onto this post tonight! and maybe i'll upload the rest of the photo's another day or something ? :)

photo's not in order what so ever ! :)

do we look princess like here.. ? :) ^

Penny's so gangster ! lols . look at her peace sign!

Charlie's Angel's baby ♥

Raya's also pretty gangster here ^

i love penny ♥

This photo somehow reminds me of those.. formal photo shots? lols get what i mean?

see my christmassy Eye shadow ! , i rub Kim ♥

This is one of my favourites ♥

a pro shot ? :)

one of our fav photo's we took today ! we all look so happy and it looks like we're having a fab time of our lives hitting each other with a pillow ! ♥

Love this photo with my Girl Raya ♥

Back shot ;D

This is us representing ourselves ;D - retarded.

a Nice photo of my sister's and I ♥

Ohkay so.. i was planning on blogging before it stroke to 12. but yeah , i kinda got of track of time and now it's 12:25am ): which mean's Christmas is over..

Happy Boxing day Sales ♥

i bet all the girls are going to be shopping til they are dropping ! HAHA.

ohkay that's all , it's getting late and i'm getting pretty lazy..

good night!!

Christmas Eve.

2010-12-24T19:54:00.000+10:00

Christmas Eve already? it doesn't even feel like it's Christmas! it's kinda very.. depressing you know )': ?! my Christmas spirit is so not here this year! hahaha.

Random photo's for Christmas Eve? :)

these photo's honestly has nothing to do with Christmas.. i just felt like taking them because i decided to straighten my hair today so , why not ? ;)

oh yes , and i changed my layout because i didn't feel my old layout. so here's the new one! and hopefully there's no problems with this layout like the last layout ? :) if so , LET ME KNOW !!

Merry Christmas Eve folks!! ♥

i'm baby sitting my little sister$ and she's annoying me while i'm blogging. probably wanting to say " merry Christmas to you all " :) hahaha! ohkay , i'm going to leave today's post as it is.

Feed back on new layout , please ? :)

ciao!

End of year Haircut

2010-12-23T19:44:00.001+10:00

Met up with my lover Dana today , after what? gazillion years?! it was extremely great catching up with her and updating her with my life stories hahahas.

as you can see , I GOT A FUCKING HAIR CUT )':

Dana said it looked really good , people said it looked really good , but i don't seem to see it that way :( i actually really hate my hair cut. it makes me look really weird :\ i don't know..ihjderuihjfhr!

i guess i'm just not use to this type of hair cut. where there's no hair annoying my eyes.

Dana & I after the Hair cut.

this is my End of 2010 Hair cut Ladies & gents!

my hair looks so long from the back.... ♥

Bussed from Sunnybank Plaza to Southbank just to take Dana Deary to Max Brenner.

Tuffi - frutti Waffle.

i tried it guys!! 2 people recommended me to try this dish the next time i visited Max Brenner.

it wasn't a disappointment what so ever!! , thank-you to those 2 girls who recommend!!

i can now recommend YOU guys to try ;)

Dana's Hot Chocolate.

Me Me ME nomming the waffle with strawberries!! ♥

AT THE CITY.

Haven't been to sticky photo booths in ages!

The original.

The really cool effect !! i love it!

and a photo of end today's post!

My sister & I now have matching fringes!! ♥

Max brenner.

2010-12-21T21:31:00.000+10:00

MAX BRENNER!

went there for the first time of my life. :D i thought it would of been a lot more better. but yeah , i can't complain! it wasn't bad bad , nor was it excellentor!

maybe it's because i'm really sick of um.. chocolate?

well , i get sick of chocolate so easily these days. while last year , back in the days.. i use to eat chocolate with no hesitation of the sweetness over powering my mouth.

NOW ! , i can't even take much chocolate.. and i have no idea why ): it's wayyyyyyy to sweet for me now! when it use to be so so normal for me ):

Chocolate Dip ! i loved it ;D the strawberries were huge. swear i could of ripped my mouth opened.. nah jks , but seriously it was hella huge ):

i shared this with Debbie :)

Random camwhore photo's with Debbie :)

Mikaela came afterwards. haven't hung with that homo in years! well not really.. but you know what i mean ?

i was holding my arm so that the camera wouldn't shake while i took the photo. LOL

I love Debbie , My half-caste friend ! ♥

Half - castes are so damn pretty )': i wish i was half something! urghjdhuierhfru!

debbie and her boyfriend! they're so cute together i swear ! ♥♥

ohkay , that's all .

xo

world of food.

2010-12-19T20:53:00.001+10:00

i'm hating Brisbane's weather. it's literally stuffing up my plans with my friends. so gay ):

I went to Yum Cha with my family today :) it rained hardcore on the way there , we had to drive extremely slow to prevent crashes. i was so scared , you had no idea .__.''

we ordered quite a lot for 3 people and my baby sister.

Fried rice that i shared with my sister.

honestly , i love this! squid tentacles. ♥

my mum ordered two serves of this. i had to finish this plate.. it was tasteless , but i kept eating it.. LOL

White Brait . fried fish! one of my favourites! tastes the best with Chili sauce ♥

Our food. swear this wasn't all ):

duck! ♥ yummy for my tummy!

After eating , my dad took me to hand out resume's! i had no idea that the system of applying for a job was now done online. well , most of the time. so i got 15 copies of my resume printed for nothing. i only handed out like 3. every other retail i had to apply online.. ._.''

Mummy took me clothe shopping! i didn't really walk around much because i was too tired =(

High waist skirts / colourful singlet

Paris singlet! ♥

a much closer view of my Paris shirt :)

strawberry Boob tube / black shorts

stripy side shirt / black jeans.

got a free Christmas shirt for purchasing over $50 :)

i'm hoping that the weather would get better. so i could go out and about ! Christmas is so soon guys!

when life falls.

2010-12-19T11:12:00.000+10:00

sometimes when you feel like life is pulling you down , when you feel like everything is just about to fall apart into little million pieces where you can't ever put them back together again , when you feel like life is just at the end and you're about to give up.

Don't .

This past few weeks , i've been not feeling like myself. i've been feeling the happiness where i'm forcing my happiness out of myself. i don't believe i'm actually happy. because sometimes , life is so unfair. it leads you to places where you believe it's about to happen , then it slowly disappears in a flick.

i thought about myself being all sad and miserable. but then again i thought to myself , " why should i be sad ? when i could always be happy? " Happiness really does make you look healthier , makes you look a lot more beautiful and ofcourse it makes you sparkle.. like edward in twilight .____.''

when i'm about to give up , when i'm about to let myself fall.. i look at my family. at their faces and smiles. it really does give you strength to fight on. their smiles boosts up my mood , my feelings and my confidences. My mum is my inspirational person. and i believe that life isn't just about this ONE particular thing. where you feel that you won't be able to live anymore if you lost it.

it's about being able to let go , start over and be happy that it ever happened or nearly happened. to appreciate what ever happened and not want anything more than that.

If life gives you one hundred reasons to cry.
give it a thousand reasons to smile :) .

xo

update of my week.

2010-12-18T22:20:00.000+10:00

starting today's blog post with a photo of Krystal and I. this photo was taken about a week or so ago. i just found this one photo on my phone while uploading the photos of my adventures of job hunting.

so.. yeah , i went job hunting. i was late because the bus was late! i can't believe how gay public transport could be. the most gayest shit in the world.. eventually we got there though!

our first aim was to invade IKEA and hand out resume's. the problem was.. IKEA was so huge we honestly didn't know where to start. unfortunately , we had to apply online. so.. we tried finding our way out. WE GOT FUCKING LOST IN IKEA. Penny and I laughed because it was like a maze for us.. ZZZZZ! lol

went to raya's work place and had lunch there.

Penny's drink.

pancakes was so yummy!

i believe i eat a lot.. BUT WHATEVER!

i hated the past 2 days of this week. the storms were so damn crazy i thought i was going to die.. like literally. i felt death coming my way.. JKS not really.. well kinda.. zz

i was lucky i was over penny and raya's for two nights!

we experienced 5 hours of black out. LOL

Short update because i'm honestly lazy and i'm too into my drama " you're beautiful " AND YES IT'S THE RIGHT ONE THIS TIME ! :D last time, the lady gave me the wrong drama... *deathstares*

I LOVE JEREMY ♥

HIS SMILE IS TO DIE FOR . FUCK !

ohkay ; back to " You're Beautiful " .

xo

adventures of Clara & I

2010-12-10T19:55:00.003+10:00

Just a random Video that was taken on the last day of school in HPE with Clara Huang. she's currently on the plane to Singapore right now , i believe! in this video she'll be demonstrating Jing Lau's way of holding a racket at tennis ;)

it's a must watch ! :)
watch us be total idiots!!

and yeah.. we're honestly not that dark. but i have no idea what happened. it was normal colour when i was editing.. i guess something strange happened .__.'' but ohwellios. hahas!

i'm really going to miss my friend , Clara Huang. she won't be there to make me laugh at her funniest anymore next year ): .. i already miss her! and she only left today .__.'' !

i didn't know that ukulele strings could cut so badly ): my fingers hurt like hell !!!

downloaded new stuff for sims 3 ! :) look at the character i created last night on sims 3 !

And yeah, the most depressing part of it was that... i didn't save it and accidentally pressed the " exit " button.. I WAS SO FUCKING PISSED OFF !!! but yah... *sighs* gotta start again :(

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xo

amazement of the illuminati.

2010-12-09T17:51:00.002+10:00

Nothing really interesting happened today, i went work and was on youtube , youtubing " illuminati " with my cousin in our spare time at work. honestly, i've heard of this " illuminati" thing a while ago. but people gave me different stories , so i half believed it and half didn't. so.. i did some more youtube research with Julie. about Lady gaga being a part of the Illuminati Society.

Yeah , it freaked me out. i hate the song's they played in the stupid fucking video's!!! freaked me out so fucking much i nearly pissed myself ): .. nah , not really. i wasn't THAT scared :D

so , Lady gaga is apart of the Illuminati Society Group. and apparently that's the reason why she's so well known / super max famous. it's because she signed a contract to become a part of the society group to make her career of music boost. she was a singer before entering the society group. she became extremely FAMOUS ! till today. she's still so famous! she said that she had to cut her wrist to become a part of it also. she got dreams about it , and apparently spirits came to her.

here are some photo's of lady gaga with her obsession of Illuminati signs / symbols.

Lady gaga doing the " 666 " symbol. it's the devil's number. she does it in almost all of her music video's ! she even covers one of her eye's randomly when she was interviewed. now, that's freaky....

and you know how most of her clothes are like a strike ? like.. the design?! that's also a devil's sign! she even poses like one D: . the majority of the things Lady gaga publicly publish to everyone is mostly devil signs , and the eye cover pose. you gotta really youtube Lady gaga illuminati to really understand what i'm talking about!

And also , it's strange how.. Gaga's songs backwards , as it gets reversed gives a msg. mostly, it's msgs about illuminati , lucifer & the devil. if not, then it's something really disgusting.. also, youtube that :)

Lady gaga isn't the only celebrity who's in the Illuminati society group. there's many more celebrities who are apart of the group!! it's kinda stressful and depressing , how when they join the society group.. they can't leave or else they'd either die or something unfortunate happens.

the other famous celebrities who are really famous nowadays.

Let's just say, most of the celebrities who are extremely famous today are apart of Illuminati.

Watch!!

apparently, the Illuminati signs/symbols are everywhere. it's literally in every single movie. we just don't realise ourselves. I find these stuff hella fucking crazy. and i got shit scared because they seem so pocess with the whole Illuminati symbol publishing without us knowing. wow, this amazes me a lot!

Let's stop the creepiness here, and look at something hot :)

Even though her hair looks hella odd, i think she's still so fucking hot!! apart from now , i hate her haircut and her ranga hair. apftttttt!!

that's all :)

Huge gathering

2010-12-08T19:11:00.000+10:00

i woke up really early today actually. i knew i had more time to sleep in , but i chose not to. well, not that i didn't want to sleep in a little more, but i couldn't get back to sleep after being waken up!! urghh!! i really do hate that feeling. yah know, where you wanna go back to sleep more but you really can't ?

anyways!!

Big outting today :) a lot of people attended so.. it was a very successful outting. got a lot of photo's so i won't babble on about much but show you guys the photo's i took today.

on the other note , my friend Clara was on the edge of losing her phone. luckily some man picked up and told her to meet up with him at some place to get the phone back!! Clara's extremely lucky!!

anyways.. photo's , photo's photoooos!! :D

Look at our awesome Pyramid !! notice Kenny's the only guy ? :) well , his considered as a girl now!!!

photo's that were taken earlier in the day.

Marlon , the Chef :)

and yes, we were at the playground :)

Half of the group

i'm really tired and hungry now.. lols, i'm going to go eat and play my ukulele :)

xo

Yuki the Ukulele ♥

2010-12-07T20:25:00.000+10:00

my room's been extra messy these past 2 days. because i have little kids in my room messing it around. *sighs* i can't wait to clean up.. *sarcasm*

on a brighter note , i went to Garden City today to buy my family friend Emilee her birthday / Christmas present. since she'll be on the plane oversea's tomorrow. and her birthday's on Thursday. i decided to get her her presents today and give it to her.

so.. i bought her a Ukulele because she has always wanted one and she's been complaining about owning one. so , being the cool person i am i decided to make her wish come true ! :D

Me before heading out to Garden City. never really knew my hair was THAT long. i swear it was shorter..

So , the amazing story then continues. i waited for Emilee to arrive to my house. feeling excited to give her the present i had for her. couldn't wait to see her reaction!!

i gave her the present just not long ago. and guess what guys..

She also got me a Ukulele for my Christmas present!!

My dream of wanting a Guitar is now demolished!!!!!!!!!

joking Emilee , if you're reading this , i love you and thank-you ! :D

i guess i'll just start , do the basic's first on a Ukulele and maybe upgrade to a guitar when i'm ready to upgrade. Also thank-you to Myke , Emilee's brother for buying it for me also. you guys rock my socks :D

So.. there's me with my new baby ;)

i named my Ukulele .. Yuki [:

Everybody meet Yuki !!!! ♥

They even got my sister a Ukulele , Emilee said it was $27 and that it was kinda like a kid's one not an actual Ukulele. but still , she got my sister who breaks EVERYTHING a $27 Ukulele?!?! Emilee's family is crazy ): LOL my sister already smashed it on the wall.. hahahha

My Ukulele & my sister's. her one's pink ! hahahah it's so cute LMAO

Random Webcam photo's i took while waiting for the guests to come :D

do i look attractive with crossed eyes ? :D

Peace motherfuckerssssss!!

A Anon who commented on my formspring asked for a photo without my fringe .. so here it is anon who asked ! :D here's a photo without my fringe!! i'm fringelessssssssssssssssssssssssss!

i know you guys are checking out my white fan in the back ground ;)

i think that's enough of my gayness :) anyways, you guys should of seen Emilee & I's faces when we traded our presents for each other LOL it was like the same thing! Emilee , Myke & I are now playing around with our both's ukulele's. i decided to update because i think i'm awesome :)

Emilee's off to Touring Asia tomorrow ): i'll miss that munchkin!!

hope everybody's having a wonderful day :)

sorry about the bad quality of photo's it was all taken with my webby because i wasn't bothered with my camera ): !

xo